<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21pt; mso-char-indent-count: 2.0;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">我想提笔写个故事</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">不需要键盘的无数次敲击</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">一笔一划写在纸上</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">让我感到这个故事的真实存在性</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">请好好珍惜这个属于你们的夏天</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">哪怕哪怕终将是散落在天涯</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>------------------------</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">题记</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>(</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">一</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">)</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21.75pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">故事本该有个主角</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">然后是一段分明转折的主线</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">然而我所能想到的这个关于我们的故事似乎只有零碎的时间和大片大片的留白</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">好吧</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">好吧</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">既然不足以成为故事</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">也请你们听我讲完这些关于时间的碎片</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">还有</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">还有对于她的迷恋</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21.75pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">是的</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">我该用迷恋这个词</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">她总是让人感到捉摸不透</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">以致于在让我深陷的时候</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">还存着一丝膜拜般神圣的侥幸</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">.</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">一直想说</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">我爱你</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">会爱你</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">以你喜欢的方式</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">,</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">一直一直。。。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21.75pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">很久很久之前,就知道她的存在,只是知道,并不认识,偶尔会不住的驻足观望。那一年,她念中一,我念中二。总是喜欢站在走廊上,偷偷注视走廊另一端的她。瑾儿很高,眼神明媚,只是略带深邃,眸子很深,有天生完美无暇的眼线,没有特别帅气的发型,自然得有点孩子气。这样看着,也让我觉得欣喜,日子平静,却因为瑾儿而偶尔波澜不惊。很多的时候,我们视线交集,然后是我迅速的避开,也不知道自己在逃避什么,也许这种偷偷的喜欢是不愿被谁发现的,哪怕是瑾儿。瑾儿会一直看一直看,因为这条走廊的尽头,也有着瑾儿一直守候的她。每每这个时候,瑾儿的眼神好像泛起大雾。如湖泊一般让人停顿,我好像看到了他的哀伤,对于她的她,她总有太多无奈却仍旧无比庆幸。瑾儿是个万人迷呢,走在这个学校的每个角落,总会听到有人在悄声谈论关于瑾儿的点滴,好像精湛的篮球,谦谦君子般的风度,孩子一样的笑容,还有,还有,她的她。。。而每当这时,我总会有点赌气的失落,过后又会为瑾儿感到幸福</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">~</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">是的,她该是幸福的,我一直暗暗祈愿。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21.75pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">很快,我离开了原本的学校。或者说,我们都离开了,又到一年毕业时,很多人去了不同的高中,开始着不同的故事。那里只留下了瑾儿一个人,和她在那里的最后一个夏天。在很久很久以后的夏天,我也有幸听瑾儿诉说那个多年前的最后的夏天,以及她和她的她。也许我该给瑾儿的她一个名字,旋律怎么样,我想瑾儿一定会喜欢这个名字,旋律。原来那个夏天瑾儿特别的安静,总是喜欢站在走廊上想西边眺望,因为她知道旋律在那个方向。偶而有风吹过,她还会想着是不是她那边的风,带着她自信的气息。瑾儿总是能从许多细微的地方嗅到过去的味道。她想,那个</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">103</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">教室里的她们去了哪里,瑾儿知道自己什么也不能做,因为旋律认定的事情,任谁都无法改变。即便爱的是她,能给的也不是她。但是,瑾儿一次次的告诉自己,她一定要去到那个地方,那个旋律在的地方,哪怕这是一场盛大的浩劫,她也义无返顾。。。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21.75pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></span></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">(二)</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21.75pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">说了这么多,我想是该好好介绍下瑾儿了。哪怕连我,也是许久之后,才真正了解眼前的瑾儿和她那么多那么多的过去。瑾儿长的像外国人,没错,这是事实,她是俄罗斯混血儿,只是从小和养父母一起长大,没有太多的感情,连叫一声“爸妈”也带着太多的敬畏和力不从心。多少次,她想离开,可是她明白,她要靠他们生活,供她读书。于是,于是,她无数次的忍耐,那种隐忍的生活,她只好对墙诉说。在瑾儿还在中学的时候,她的母亲从遥远的城市来看望过她一次,可是末了,瑾儿只对母亲说了一句,以后不要再来了。在她看来,母亲只是个逃避生活的人,尽管她曾经拥有骄人的学历和智慧。母亲是那样的迷恋瑾儿的父亲,以致于将父亲的抛弃看作是他的风流使然。。。对此,瑾儿感到厌恶,无比厌恶。父亲是永远都见不到的了,或许她该感谢她的父亲给了她这样一副皮囊,光鲜注目。可是面具下的心呢?无欲的叹息和哀求又有谁看的见。。。好在好在,瑾儿的身边还有爱她的人,那么多,那么多,我想,即使她们不在,你也要学会绽放,好吗?</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 21.75pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><p><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></p></span></p><p><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></p><p></p><p><font face="Times New Roman"> </font></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; 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